Monday, January 21, 2008

The Second City

The first time my friends LK and Cassandra came down to visit Rhumbe and me in Santa Cruz, LK said: "This is a young city, isn't it? Where are the old people?"

The four of us had been wandering around downtown Santa Cruz, hitting the bookstores. It was early afternoon; the sun shone, and perky college students and baby-faced teens crowded the sidewalks. Grey heads were hard to spot.

Well, we have a university of 15,000 hormonally stoked students and a population of just 55,000. And we're a resort and beach town, Santa Cruz draws a lot of surfers and slackers, mostly young. Youth is what you see on the street, in the restaurants, in the theaters: teens and twenty-somethings.

But there is a second city, a second Santa Cruz, that looks much different. The second city is defined by a simple fact of physiology: that young people stay in bed until 9 or 10 am, if they can, but older folk easily rouse themselves to go out at five or six in the morning.

Before 9 am, Santa Cruz belongs to the grey.

It's 7:10 at Zachary's downtown on a weekday. Zach's is open, but just barely. Tinny jazz from the satellite radio feed floats through the cavernous dining room. Sluggishly, dawn light flows through windows and spills across ranks and rows of empty tables. At wide intervals around the room, grey-bearded men sit alone at tables with newspapers, coffee mugs, and bowls of nine-grain cereal. A single waitress mopes around the floor with little to do.

Rhumba and I are not quite so grey as the others, though we're getting there. We seat ourselves at the counter as always: at the counter, coffee is never more than a raised finger away. The counterman, stubbly-faced and gaunt in a Cisco Systems windbreaker, can't seem to get our orders straight. That's all right; he's young, he's barely awake. The greybeards out on the floor are reading about politics and working crossword puzzles, but at his age you're lucky if you can tell left from right at 7 a.m.

The most interesting people always sit at the counters; that's an eternal truth that I just coined a minute ago. At any rate, our counter buddies today are a backpacker of mature age in an open-style ski mask, the kind with a circular cut-out for the face; a short, stout woman with a gypsy look to her and a thick book to read; and the Old Hustler,all iron grey hair and leathery skin. He came here after the quake to sell drugs, a youngish hustler at the time; and I don't think things went so well. Seventeen years later, he looks 40 years older. He still hustles, but legally. Well, probably legally.

Outside the sky lightens, but a bank of clouds low in the east delay the sunrise. Pastel-colored shards of cloud drift across the dim sky. And it is cold. Walking up from Zach's there's almost no sign of life except the Metro transit center; it's a no-work day for most people. A few well-wrapped commuters stand like sentinels at the bus lanes, waiting: thick, sturdy, middle-aged.

There are a few younger people out at this hour. A couple of them lay still asleep in doorways. And a group of three wanders down the street holding sleeping bags and sacks full of their belongings from whatever culvert or brush patch or unlocked shed where they spent the night. There's a limit to how well you can sleep with no heat on a cold night; they look tired and old.

We stop briefly outside the lobby of a low-rent office building tenanted by two-man techie startups, cheap lawyers, and nonprofits. I always like to see who's on the tenant list, because it changes so often. I peer into the lobby through the glass door, but the list is just too far away; hope against hope, I push on the door. And it opens! At 7:30 in the morning! I look closely at the door; somebody has wound a folded strip of paper through the complex electronic timelock mechanism to keep it from engaging. The air is warm in the lobby; stairs beckon to the second floor; and I know there are bathrooms up there. Somebody has beaten the lords of technology with a tiny piece of paper and, most likely, got himself a heated place to sleep last night. I wonder how long this state of affairs has existed.

As we pass Cathcart heading north on Pacific, we see a few more pedestrians: all alone, none young. Occasionally a northbound car drives by slowly, its occupant always a single middle-aged man in casual clothing. Weird pattern; but then, looking up the street, there's a cluster of parked cars and a person or two, two blocks up. Ri-i-i-ght: they're heading to Starbucks.

Starbucks isn't the only coffee house open this early, but the parking's easy and it's across the street from the Palomar Inn, a six-story SRO hotel occupied mainly by the elderly and disabled. An elderly man dressed like a Japanese sage -- slippers, open-armed blue robe and loose slacks, and a magnificent bush of white hair tied back behind his head -- drifts out of Starbucks and back to the hotel with a steaming cup of caffeine in his hand. Two battered fifty-something men in colorless clothing bring black trash bags full of -- something -- out of the Palomar and load them into the back of a battered old Volvo wagon. Musical instruments? Their life's possessions? Hard to tell. I've known one of them casually for ten years, but they're gone before I can catch up; doors slam and the Volvo motors away, wheeping rust from beneath grey primer.

A few hearty souls hang out in front of Starbuck's, sitting at the little tables or leaning against their cars, chatting. Some of it drifts over to us as we pass by: "Whaddya mean, I can't bring my dog down here? THAT'S FOCKED!" Well, I didn't say it was polite chatting. And yes, it's illegal to bring your dog to Pacific Avenue, even on a leash. There was a reason for that, once, but the ordinance is overkill. We're not always good at nuanced solutions here in Santa Cruz.

As we drift north, the sun finally rises above the eastern clouds. Pacific Avenue is still dark, but the sunlight catches the belltower and cornices atop the St. George Hotel and outlines them in gold. At the top of Pacific, the sun catches one of the gold-colored stone bears that guard the third floor of the Flatiron building, and brings its every line and curve into high relief. It is California, after all: what better sign of the new day than a golden bear?

Below, a homeless man rouses himself from his night-time squat in the front door of Wachovia Savings. Across the street in a vacant lot, a wild-hair man raves to himself as he stuffs his belongings into -- yes -- a black plastic bag. "I walked by her house!" he shouts "I walked by her house! I walked by her house!"

The day begins in earnest, but the Second City, the Grey City, still has hours to live. The old still rule the supermarkets; they shop early, and even find older people waiting on them at cash registers: the store veterans always get the early shifts at supermarkets. (Because it's a quiet shift, and they've got seniority; and because they're awake and never fail to show up because they've been partying 'till 4 am.)

And the cafes still belong to the over-fifties, as does Dog Beach and West Cliff Drive, where they're taking their morning constitutionals. I will swear to you: if some theater instituted an 8:00 am early show, an audience would appear. And it would be mostly grey.

Sure, on any given weekday the young march off to school and to work pretty early -- earlier than they'd like, that's for sure. But they're shut away in buildings and factories, or sealed into cars inching over Highway 17 to the Silicon Valley. But in the public life of the city, the street life, the older folks, the lost folks, the people with no particular place in our whizzing, shiny, grinding machine of an economy, hold center stage for now.

You may go to San Francisco or LA for the weekend, or to Tahoe; but if you've never been, I suggest an early rise some morning and a quick trip to the Second City. Why not? It's just outside your door. And, I'm sure, some of you have never been there.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Becoming the Message

Oh, heck. Let's just start with a picture.


Pardon the photography; it's a tee shirt. Got it for a buck at a thrift shop. Why did I bother? Welll....

I collect tee shirts. Whenever somebody does something cool or wants the world to know something about them, they make a tee shirt. Why not? Tees are a cheap give-away item. And if people actually wear them, your message goes to the mall on their backs and stands in line at McDonalds with them for all the world to see. For months or years.

Used tee shirts from all over the world pool up at Santa Cruz thrift shops. We're a tribe that likes to wander. With a little determination, and a buck, you can get tourist shirts from Angkor Wat or the Panama Canal; military unit tees from Afghanistan and Guantanomo Bay; tees for the Marfa Lights Festival in West Texas or the Patterson Apricot Fiesta; a tee advertising the joy of speleology (studying caves) or a golf junket for drunken carpenters; even a reunion tee shirt for the Aramco Brats.

A tee-shirt can tell me what some people in some other place, some other walk of life, think is important. Sometimes I'll go on the Internet to research a puzzling motto on an obscure tee-shirt, and discover a whole subculture that I had no clue about. In a way, collecting tee shirts is like collecting stamps: they're colorful, and you learn things.

I see a lot of high school and college athletics tees, and mostly I don't care about them. Team sports is a story that I understand, and never had much interest in. And yet I've got a decent collection of women's athletic tees. See, the message I'm getting from them, the thing that I'm learning, is that the whole spill-their-blood-or-die ethic from male sports has spilled over to the women. Big time.

Take the Pleasanton RAGE Girl's Soccer Association. Scroll back up and look at that tee. Now, isn't that just the picture of what you'd like your 15-year-old daughter to become: a blood-thirsty raging she-devil? (What, she already is? Uh, sorry...) But some folks would.

And the RAGE will do that for them. If you like, their program -- which costs fairly serious bucks -- will turn your wimpy, happy-go-lucky little blonde Courtney or Lindsay (plenty of those in suburban Pleasanton) into merciless, driven young soccer competitors with college scholarship potential:



Those two attended last year's RAGE college showcase, where the college soccer coaches come to check out the talent and recruit the lucky ones from the RAGE program and from other soccer clubs. Just another relaxing day in the sun. No pressure. Win or lose, they get a nice tee shirt.

The RAGE website, which I commend to your attention, says that RAGE stands for Respect, Attitude, Greatness, and Expectations.

But that's not what the tee shirt says. Not really.

Moving on: ready for a little bravado? Here 'tis:



Well, I know where the girl jocks are at Plymouth State University, and it sure isn't on the lacrosse team. Take a look at the Plymouth State Panthers Softball Team for 2007:



Yeah, some of those girls look like they could hurt you. Plymouth State is a little public university in central New Hampshire with maybe 4000 maple-syrup-chugging students and not much to do on Saturday night. The Panthers play small public and private schools around New England in the Little East Conference. The nerdy-looking guy standing with the women is their coach, Bruce Addison.

But for all the brave words on their tee shirt, the Panther women aren't doing so well. Coach Addison led them to only a 13-20 record this year, and 8-25 the year before that. Trinity College stomped 'em 19-0, and Buffalo State -- well, it was ugly. I guess it's hard for a small school to compete against behemoths like SUNY Fredonia (5000 students) and Franklin Pierce University (1900 strong).

But every beleaguered sports team has a Golden Age to look back on fondly, and for the Panthers softball dynasty, it's the fabled Years of Blood: Harry Blood, the coach who led the Panthers to a 24-12-2 record in '02 and 30-9 in '03. They won the Division III New England Softball Championship in '03. They even beat the Coast Guard Academy. Damn, that's almost as good as beating West Point! Well, sort of. If you're a 4000-student public university in central New Hampshire, it is. Coach Addison, bring back the glory! Bring back the Spirit of Blood!

More seriously, just have fun, wilya?

Anyway, enough of this madness. Let's end our journey back here in Santa Cruz, at the University of California at Santa Cruz, where sports takes a back seat to academics. There is no baseball or football team, no stadium. UCSC is a school of social justice and enlightenment, as all Cruzados know. Its mascot is the gentle and happy Sammy Slug, one of the slimy, yellow banana slugs that you can find on campus. Cute, isn't he?



Until you get to the UC Athletics website, goslugs.com. There, gentle Sammy Slug becomes STEROID DOMINATOR SLUG, conqueror of all:


Maybe that's why the women's swim team felt impelled to put out this tee-shirt a few years ago:


Is it just me, or is this a debased, pseudo-Zen way of saying "Death Before Dishonor?" Purification through pain? Come on; if you believe that, I've got a knotted leather thong you can lash your back with. You're talking about an endorphin high, not purity.

The grim truth about UC Santa Cruz and all its harping about diversity is that the majority of students are well-to-do whites and Asian Americans. If you made the swim team, men or women, it's probably because your upper-middle-class families could afford to pay for private swimming lessons or swimming clubs for years. Check out the roster and see if I'm not right.

If you want to purify yourself and lose your ego, go out and try to make the world a better place, instead of practicing your backstroke at the club pool in San Anselmo. Just try. Your ego will vanish faster than a pizza at a dorm party.

Slug women, don't buy the macho men's bull. Sports can teach your self-discipline, and that's important. Sports can give you a thrill, and there's nothing wrong with that. But if you think that winning at sports is about anything more than just you -- well, report back to Professor Angela Davis for a remedial quarter of History of Consciousness 80A.

Harsh, I know. But you'll thank me for it.

Friday, January 4, 2008

Vaguely Resembling a Hurricane

It's about 4:30 in the afternoon, and I have no power. I'm hoping to finish this post before I run out of laptop battery. We had quite a blow here this morning and afternoon -- high wind, tons of rain -- and power's been out since 8:30 or 9 am, at least in the western half of Santa Cruz.

Power's coming back sector by sector; a couple of hundred yards east of us, downtown, the power came back an hour or so ago. That's the only reason I can post; I'm stealing access from an unprotected wireless network downtown that has a mighty range.

After the power failed, they sent me home from work at 9:30; Rhumba's job dismissed her, too, so I drove over to pick her up through driving rain and wind-tossed debris. Fallen branches decorated the sidewalks, and empty garbage cans rolled across the pavement. A PG&E worker in a rain slicker was trying to block off entrance to a street where his crew was making repairs, but the wind kept knocking over his sawhorses and ripping his yellow "caution" tape loose. He gestured us onto a side street. We had to detour around several street closures to get home.

We spent the rest of the morning watching the wind try to rip trees out of the ground. I guess the velocity at 40 to 60 miles per hour for several hours. Fortunately we didn't lose any trees right around here, but broken branches are everywhere. The wind knocked over part of my back fence, and did the same for a couple of the neighbors.

Floridians will think we're wimps to be worried -- one of them told me so last night -- but this is unusual for California, and I've lived here all my life. I don't like horizontal rain. I don't like picking my roof shingles out of the driveway. I'm ready for earthquakes, but not this stuff.

There should be a rule of nature: only one type of natural disaster per region. That would be fair. Yeah, as if nature cared about my sense of fairness.

Kind of boring to sit around a dead house -- we have gas for cooking and hot water, and that's it -- so we took off to the East Side this afternoon. Everything's fine in the East Side: power, lights, espresso, you name it. I can't figure it: sometimes all of Santa Cruz loses power. But if only half loses power, that half is the West Side. The East Side's always fine.

So we headed over to the Buttery Bakery on Soquel and hung out with all the other slackers who had no electricity at home. The place was jammed. We shared a table with two old guys working a crossword puzzle, a bearded British import, and a waif with "I'm artistic" written all over her in big letters. The rest of them all knew each other, but they didn't mind sharing with us. Good vibes all around. As I've said before -- in the last post, in fact -- coffee houses and bakeries are the living rooms of this town, and more power to them.

So we're back home, the power is still not on, and it's just about pitch dark in here. I'm wearing an LCD headlamp so that I can actually see the keyboard; Rhumba's wearing one, too, so she can see her knitting. It's just about time to break out the candles, if I can trust the cats not to set themselves on fire.

For want of anything better to do, I'm about to go through my yoga routine -- wearing a heavy sweater to ward off the cold; and in darkness. Should be interesting.

Uh, PG&E? About the power? Anytime, now, okay?

As for the rest of you, stay warm wherever you are.

Yours,

Boomer

Update, Saturday afternoon, 3:30. Power came back on at 10 am, even though neighbors a block away got theirs back last night.

Much rejoicing by all, especially the cats. Spent part of the day back at the Buttery sitting with some of the same folks from yesterday; they were still working on crosswords. Life goes on.